How it happened!


I am not upset. I am not even sad. I am just numb.
Fourth eight hours later, a mother and daughter are still trapped in the chilly deep of Likoni Channel. Their bodies lie in those dark depths; dead.

They remain suspended inside their car: floating, swaying gently at the slightest push of underwater currents.

We know their names. Mariam and Amanda. Lovely names. Mother and daughter. They were together at birth; they still are; in death.

I have not watched that harrowing clip. I can’t. Not if I am to remain sane. But I don’t need to. I have been in that car. In my head; in my dreams.

I know Mariam; mother. She is a law-abiding citizen. The car is fully insured. Her driving license is valid. All her safety belts work.

She has never been arrested for speeding. She never overlaps. She never overtakes on a continuous line. She pays all her taxes. On time.

She registered for Huduma number. She opened her door to census officials. And she took all her 1000 notes to her bank.

Mariam is you and me.

I know Amanda. She is scared of the dark. She mumbles while sleeping. She hates broccoli. She loves teletubbies. Her mother calls her Amy because Amanda is too long.

Amanda is your daughter and mine.

Mariam boards the ferry as she has done many times before. She carefully parks the car and kills the engine. She makes sure Amanda is properly strapped in baby’s seat at the back.

She checks on the harness. It’s in place. Amanda is safe. From the rear view mirror, she sees the ramp is down.

She frowns. She feels slight flutter of panic.

‘Did they forget to pull up the ramp?’ she wonders. “What if…’ But she can’t complete that thought. The what-if is too frightening.

The ferry lurches away. She signs with relief. She turns to check on Amanda again. The little girl is sleeping. It’s been a long day. Soon they will be home. A shower maybe. Then a long rest. She smiles. Her mind drifts away to plan ahead.

Then there is a terrible lurch. The car moves. At first, she has no idea what is happening. Then she feels it. The car is moving.

Before she realizes it, there is a terrible crash; the sound of her car hitting the ocean waters. Her mind is on automatic shutdown. It can’t register she is no longer inside the safety of the ferry.

In the waters, the small car rises and falls. It lists and flounders. The powerful sway of the gentle waves turns the car around. It’s as if the waves are wondering what an alien object with two humans is doing in these waters.

Another powerful waves rocks the car. The engine hisses, noses down before the car rights up.

Mariam is not screaming. She can’t. Everything has slowed down. Time has stopped. She sees through the eyes of a sleepwalker.

The water is streaming in through the miniscule holes in the floor; through the door cracks; past the window sill. Not a lot.

Just enough to know the car is taking in ocean water. A strong wave slams the car. It rocks violently. A huge spray drenches her windscreen.

Terror rips through her paralysis. She screams.
At the rear seat, Amanda jerks awake. She finds herself in unfamiliar place. She is disoriented. Wide-eyed; terrified. Her mother is screaming.

The little girl tries to move; to reach for her mother. She can’t. The harness holds her back.
“Mama!” she calls, hands stretched out.
At the call, Mariam stops screaming. She reaches back for her daughter. She can’t. Her safety belt is too tight. She strains. Nothing.
A powerful riptide hits that car and almost overturns it. Miraculously, the car rights itself; barely. Not for long. It’s sinking. Her daughter is still calling out for her. Her voice is fading.

From the foggy windscreen, Mariam catches a dim glimpse of the ferry disappearing in mist of sea waters. Standing on the railings are hundreds of people with cellphones; recording her death.

Water streams in. It’s now up to her chest. She knows with certainty she is going to die. There is no panic in her; just quiet resignation. There is no pain; just regret. Amanda will not visit Haller Park in next year’s birthday.

From the back seat, Amanda has fallen silence. Mariam hopes she has gone back to sleep. The water rises to the neck level.

From outside, comes the sound like strong wind across leaves of a dense forest. Mariam thinks it’s a speedboat with divers coming to her. Only it’s not. It’s tons of water rushing in the car. The car sinks.

High up at the surface, ferries continue to crisscross the channel; uncaring, unfeeling.

Somewhere in the sunny Mombasa, Kenya Ferry honchos relax in air-conditioned offices, swinging on swivel chairs with legs resting on padded tables, sipping coffee. It’s just two deaths. Unfortunate but negligible.

Somewhere in cold Nairobi, honchos at the National Disaster Operation Center and National Disaster Management Unit are planning on taking a holiday to Dubai.

Amanda and Mariam are not a national disaster.

They are no-bodies who accidentally became famous for falling from a defective ferry! Why would anyone in their right mind mobilize government resources to drain Likoni Channel to locate bodies of no-bodies?

Overtime, they will float. Or perhaps not. Either way in our uniquely Kenyan way, we have moved on.

At least Kenya Ferry Services has. They have said all is well. They will now serve us with four ferries. And an extra one at Mtongwe.

Only in Kenya

Be weary of the street clinics!

How Optica ruined my eyes, my life


In 2016, my eyesight had started failing me. I wasn’t seeing stuff as I used to before. I was then working as a journalist with one of the leading digital media houses in Kenya. This means I would spend most of my working time on the computer, typing, researching, learning and doing everything. I thought this was the cause of my failing eyesight. So, one day I walked into the Optica shop along Moi Avenue just next to the Nairobi Sports House. I needed help and I believed Optica would come in hand. Well, they did but later on I came to learn they did not offer me a long-term solution, but were interested in doing business at the expense of my eyesight.

Optica carried out several tests on me, using their lenses, asking me which lens helped me see better. Since I was naïve and they were interested in my money, they recommended glasses for me after the ‘optician’ told me the light from my laptop was causing me problems.

I walked out, contented that my problem had been solved, and accepted the fact that I would be donning spects for the rest of my life.

A year later, I realised my eyesight was getting even poorer. I thought my lenses had worn out. Yet again, I walked into Optica at Garden City mall and they did the same tests for me. They recommended stronger lenses and the optician told me to be washing my eyes with lots of water. In fact, he said dust could be the reason I wasn’t seeing well.


I went home with my new glasses, contented that this time round all would be well. However, a few months later I realised the new spects weren’t doing much to help me. I talked to a close friend about my eye condition, shared with him about my journey and we were both surprised that we had the same characteristics growing up.

In fact, my friend used to don spects up until he was in form two when his problem was completely healed. He has never had spects on and today he has the best eyesight. He can see even your sins. My friend told me how Kikuyu Hospital helped him deal with his disturbing eyes and how they successfully managed to help him stabilise. He even offered to drive me to Kikuyu for a detailed check up.


Shock on me brothers and sisters!

At Kikuyu, what Optica were doing before recommending lenses, was just the first step before anything else is considered.

The opticians at Kikuyu took me through one of the most detailed eye-examination, and when the results were out, we were all shocked to learn that Glaucoma was eating me up.

Glaucoma is a condition that causes damage to your eye’s optic nerve and gets worse over time. It’s often linked to a build-up of pressure inside your eye. The increased pressure, called intraocular pressure, can damage the optic nerve, which transmits images to your brain.

Now folks, the damage caused by Glaucoma is irreversible. And with time, one becomes blind.

For two years, Optica made me believe that my computer’s light was the reason I was having problems seeing clearly, and they even assured me that with time all would be well.

Kumbe, I was gradually losing my eyesight to Glaucoma! I was dejected. I was frustrated and I felt cheated.

Alphagan Eye drop

According to the results at Kikuyu, one of my eyes was completely damaged. A very marginal percentage was remaining before the damage went overboard. Kikuyu hospital then introduced me to Alphagan eyedrops to manage the pressure that continues to damage my optical nerves. I asked if I needed to get stronger glasses, they said no. They, instead, advised that I consistently drop Alphagan into my eyes to stabilize the pressure. Now you don’t want to know how minute Alphagan is and how expensive it is. Folks, Alphagan doesn’t last two weeks if you are strict with the prescription. Yet, that kachupa goes for Ksh 2500. That is the cost of false hope from someone who is interested in making money at the expensive of clients. When I learnt I had Glaucoma, I at some point felt like walking into Optica, sprinkle petrol and torch it down. But I remembered the importance of forgiveness and the need to abide by the laws of the land. Today, I am a frequent visitor at Kikuyu Hospital for regular check-ups. But every time I pass by an Optica shop or advert, resentment engulfs my heart and face. They lied to me, I am now paying for it.